Verse 1

If this called love
Mane, I really really feel it
I know u really love me
Cause you really really mean it 

--Life is a trip 
When you outchea tryna get it
-It seems they missed the point 
Or they never really get it
Hauh 
-If this true love
Um bad dreaming 
-I had 2 kids
They ain't never seen em

-Things really changed 
wen my moms died
-Aye Ian got a call in the long time

It's drilling at my heart 
Like I'm at the dentist 
Feds tried to give me 10
N I dodged the sentence 

-I had a lawyer fee Too
where were u
the word get around 
Dawg I know u knew.

-I standing on my feet
Tryna make u proud
-My family's really happy 
Ween looking down 

--N Ian een forgot where um from
--- It's everywhere I go 
Because it flows in my heart 

Verse 2

--Thanks for the love 
I appreciate it
-all my time with my kids 
Was appreciated 

--We had a strong bond
But it deviated
-Down a path
Where we never got an invitation 

-I learned alotta things
Since I got older
-No love from my family 
Just a cold shoulder 

--Ya talking to my kids
Like ya really love em
-Now don't act surprised 
If they don't know ya.

--We never came around
Cause I got an issue 
-The problem that I have
Is the favoritism 

The only one who showed me love
Was my lil sister
-N for that 
It's love in everything I help her

--Too many bad times 
Made my heart cold 
--N if I lose my mind 
You'll never know 

--They claim it's all love 
ion know 
-How it's all love 
But the love never showed

Verse 3:

--They showed they true colors
When I started rapping 
They had to pick n choose
Is what really happened 

--the Funny part about it
Dawg I had it cracking 
I was on the radio 
Yeah I made it happen 

--This thing called love
Got me feeling tested 
Played my song for a yr
N they ain't een request it

--If that's called love
Why you left me hanging 
--he all for himself 
Is what they really thinking 

--I wish my moms was here
So I can play this song 
She'll look u in ya face
N say u dead wrong

--the things that was said
when she died
Was way off base 
N it was way outta line

you wonder why I stay
to myself n do me
--I feel unwelcome -mane
Just like a black sheep

--N then to top it off
I was down since the go
N the niguhz that was there
Never hit me for a show